Thursday, August 12, 2010

How Do I Describe Myself? A Psychic View


How Do I Describe Myself? A Psychic View

Do you ever get caught in describing your life in ways that limit you?

As I was doing a morning meditation, I felt once again that place inside of me that goes into fear--a clutching, survival-oriented place. I am familiar its origins. When I was an infant of about three months old, I began to die because of lack of care and human touch.

So today I went, once again, to comfort the small child within. From there I went into calling myself by my childhood name, and reviewed many incidents from early years.

Where did that lead me? It led me into feelings of defeat and failure--like a dead end road. I was naming all sorts of situations according to their appearance from an outside camera-type of view, even though I could not know all of the mysteries and motivations behind the scenes.

In healing from that journey it is like giving myself my own psychic reading--I realized once again that the ego weighs, measures and calculates according to patterns to be victimized, to be right, to have excuses, to project onto others. Perhaps you too are familiar with your particular patterns.

As I chose to look at life from my Spirit Self, I could see my life in a time-line where this performance of life is for my own God self to experience moment by moment realization where there is no right and wrong, but only Being in Oneness. From that overview, I know that eventually all illusions of life disappear into the great depths of the eternal om.

Limitation in this sense means hanging on to whatever way I decide to tell my story, and as I label my life, I limit my Now Moment.

I know that I wasn't created to be a spirit of fear, but an indomitable spirit of love--ever expanding love--which reflects the glory of Creation.

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